Night

 I've recently decided to cut down on my bread consumption to once a week. It unexpectedly both increased my energy and left a more empty feeling in me physically. It doesn't seem like I eat much anymore. Mostly living on the life my orgone pieces give me and going back to source like this or rather closer at least has given me a permanent sense of positive familiarity with the world around me. Nothing specifically resonating from events in my life but  connected to some. I feel guarded by its embrace yet this world will eventually burden my body enough to kill me. Backwards but moving on, a path somewhere leading nowhere but where I go. Always a loss but you can never go wrong.