Night

 As I was outside doing what I always do after the holiday madness died down I was blessed with various small gifts in the form of chance happenings and despite the loss from before I was given much more when I was open to receiving them and the cold night air itself shown me what is was like to feel and use what I was given while still receiving any outer blessings. I had it in mind at some point to pick up a couple loafs of bread at my usual restaurant but I was told they ran out and the only place next door was a different place I used to go often that I don't go to anymore but they happened to have one left of an old favorite item from years back. I thought I wouldn't find myself doing so again but I was shown how nothing ever moves in a straight line, it's all here at once but is pulled from different areas of that pool to our points of observance by what is used in that space to our conscious points. What's commonly used is always in relation to other things in the immediate environment and a result of conditions we are bound to by them. I felt this way before and in a similar situation a long time ago but only some data was brought in or pushed away since then and as a result conditions were different. The base though when this openness is felt is always constant but we need to be ready for its teachings. These are what will show you how to live more authentically through integrating all levels of being and what to do through what is perceived as ordinary experience. Though everyone is different there seems to be ways to live through it consistently so that it gives us the power to move while we are all evolving through different processes under it. The base is all that can be formed and used, it's worship is what is used to allow it to let you feel it. God is never worshiped willingly unless spontaneously and without intent.