Day

 Lately the cold hasn't been bothering me much. The wind going down the hill where it tends to have a tunnel effect was about painful enough to almost put me into shock but I always make it and so this time I stopped focusing on it and felt nothing out of the ordinary from any other weather condition. Yet at the same time I would see people just going from the parking lot to their car or a store in distress and clear pain from the short exposure. This extreme is viewed as a form of pain when it's actually just a change but due to such conditioning the body becomes unstable and prone to damage much faster, the conditioning does harm the fastest. The problem here is conditioning keeps us safe to some extent but only in a very small space and causes conflict with those outside it also wrapped up in their own or under other's, a blockage that will only hurt us if another solution where limitation isn't an option isn't found. Resolve will only come when all conditioning on the collective given life is removed through a gradual clearing once all process has run its course. By that point we will no longer recognize our bodies, ourselves as we are now unless we somehow remember. These small realizations and integration of them is what is most important now and equally as important as anything else. This is the journey of soul, to learn under constriction and continually find new ways to resolve constriction and enjoy individual experience.