Morning

 I have a funny relationship with peace of mind. I always need some sort of flow even if it sharply darts off somewhere it pleases often. The root of why I do so much I do in life I'm finding. Last night I couldn't just enjoy some music I already had and aimlessly browsed around on the internet on a heavy bowl and then some of kava. I needed to post on my blog, watch something new, plan things I couldn't. The odd flow allows me to feel the vast space around me in a more satisfying way. This feeling is an extension to me of why I keep moving. I think stillness is misunderstood as movement is always constant somehow but if something causing you to stall where you want to move the focus should be on getting around it. But if the absurd nature of life has taught me anything so far it's that it will never be what you expect it to be at one point or another. Serenity can be surprisingly messy when it needs to be.