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  This morning after breakfast I was drinking my coffee and blowing through hands on video poker as I was doing other things online in an attempt to by chance get up on the leaderboards and actually get the cash prize. In a moment of awareness of the mechanical action of what I was doing and the way I was viewing life at the time as just numbers and processes with various connections between them. There is an underlying current of zen and it's associations in process and progress without an end goal or knowing it will all come tumbling down anyways. Meditations on wealth manifestation to that lucky decorative art on the wall of some Chinese take out shop that at first don't seem to be in connection at all. These things of high value may come and in different ways depending on what you value in accumulation throughout your life and the experience is less stressful as long as you're aware and experience from within these processes. To leave them is to just leave these processes and move on to others within the human realm or otherwise. Here is where I think you can find some peace if you find a flow for yourself in them that allows continual integration without negativity that generate large amounts of positive outcomes. Eventually you find new ways within these systems to get more out of them and go deeper into them in your experience as a human. This is all it is and ever was here, to feel and integrate is enough. To stop would be to disconnect which in itself would not be negative in itself and will occur anyways. Another aspect to take notice of is that to reach such a peaceful active state requires awareness of it but without fear. It's up to the individual what they want to do  but no matter what the situation is there must be an active flow of information gained from experience through both flesh and soul and efficiency is often awarded with security.